| Dear Rin Oh I have been talking to you a lot. Now I don’t know quite what it is I have been saying but they are things that you understand without a lot of explaining. I have been with my mother in another realm and all that has been going on in this realm (the one officially known as reality) that has been in the very difficult for her to form words and one or maybe two was the most that would come out. We would have to listen ever so closely with our ear to her mouth- most often to no avail. She spoke most with her eyes-these eyes that on the otherside beheld mysteries. Once I could see that she wanted to tell me something of significance-I listen close-quite close and she came out with the words perfectly formed “COWS JUMPING IN AIR” “Mom” I said, “did you say cows jumping air?” and then she repeated--- “COWS JUMPING IN AIR” “that’s what I thought you said” It reminded me of the nursery rime. Hey diddle diddle, The cat and the fiddle, The cow jumped over the moon The little dog laughed to see such sport And the dish ran away with the spoon It’s my favorite and I said it to her. After reflecting on her phrase I realized that it is a symbolic expression of what was take place astronomically in the astrological sense---that is--- in the sky(and I’m not sure now but she might have said sky) Tarus(the bull or and also cow) shifting into Gemini (an air sign) which she did—I mean shift---because many say what is in the sky at time of death (she died 12:45am on June 19) is where (approximately) the person will be born in the next incarnation. A lot of things that sound like nonsense are profound. I’m doing ok. Little things I miss and feel sad. We never depended overly much on conversation. But I feel very happy for her that she made it over the obstacle of her body which held her. It was a great liberation and progression. And we go on don’t we? Maybe some of us are gone from sight but not from the heart. Some for you. I don’t see you but you are in my heart. I had a happy dream of you. I got off the bus on the street that runs perpendicular to the pier in Seal Beach right in front of the pier. There was another bus coming from the other direction and as the busses pulled away you were standing on the other side of the street opposite me…smiling. Love and Peace, George |